tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27458434373872239302024-03-12T21:23:38.755-05:00AK47Logic and emotion leading to synthesis of commotionBatmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02961293942127206915noreply@blogger.comBlogger45125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2745843437387223930.post-82908797553101404882008-02-27T21:26:00.002-05:002008-02-27T21:31:16.853-05:00A little twistedI took the original and modified it my way keeping some of the original pieces untouched as they were integral for keeping the song together.. Why did I do this? Well…<br /><br />1. I love Kanye as he is probably the most influential hip hop artist to hit the music industry in the past 5 years. And if you don’t agree you probably don’t know much about hip hop. Minus the money and the ethnic background he and I are very much alike on how we approach life both with our mind, mouth, and soul.<br /><br />2. I love this song to death cuz it’s probably the realist most passionate shit he ever wrote<br /><br />3. I was bored the other night and I have to find different ways to entertain myself artistically by doing things other than creating C# programs.<br /><br />So, I know this is probably lame on some level to some of you, but I thought it was kind of cool<br />I do what I want, bitches. You really have to know the original lyrics and the remix to truly appreciate the mods. Love you Mr. West.<br /><br />La la la la<br />Wait 'til I get my money right<br /><br />I had a dream I could buy my way to America<br />When I awoke I spent that on 12 hours of flight<br />I told my friends in letters I'd be back in a second<br />As a teen it's so hard not to act reckless<br />I was given a lot and for 26 years I was tested<br />Got arrested, guess then he got the message<br />I feel the pressure, under more scrutiny<br />And what'd I do? Act more stupidly<br />Bought more toys? Smoked tree<br />Still my mama was a good influence to me<br />The friendship drama, people avoiding me<br />I'm on Paul's camera talking like it's just you and me<br />I'm just saying what's on my mind man<br />I ain't one of the patients, I ain't go to heal man<br />I guess the money should've changed him<br />I guess I should've forgot where I came from<br /><br />La la la la<br />Wait 'til I get my money right<br />La la la la<br />Then you can't tell me nothing right?<br />Excuse me, was you saying something?<br />Uh, uh, you can't tell me nothing<br />You can't tell me nothing<br />Uh, uh, you can't tell me nothing<br /><br />Let out the automatic doors<br />This is my life buddy, you decide yours<br />I couldn't tell you if Jesus died for us<br />But I could tell you who decide wars<br />So I back-in that motherfucker sideways<br />Old folks talking about back in my day<br />But buddy, this is my day<br />Class started 20 minutes ago, damn again I am late<br />Know I already graduated<br />And you can live through anything if my grandpa made it<br />They say I talk with so much passion<br />OOH, they don't know I am the latest fashion<br />Don't scratch my back if you're gonna stab<br />Then say some apologies like you in rehab<br />Let me know if it's a problem then<br />Aight buddy, call me then<br /><br />La la la la<br />Wait 'til I get my money right<br />La la la la<br />Then you can't tell me nothing right?<br />Excuse me, was you saying something?<br />Uh, uh, you can't tell me nothing<br />You can't tell me nothing<br />Uh, uh, you can't tell me nothing<br /><br /><br />Let the vodka splash<br />Let that man close his tab, let that man get past<br />He loves not to stop and keep on the gas<br />Yea, yea, Yea, buddy this a theme song<br />If he can move through life, he can ride to heaven<br />Cause how he groove in a club full of No's?<br />How he stay faithful on the floor full of hoes?<br />Must be the king cuz he moving in to his throne<br />heart not of stone and brain grown<br />Treasure, what's your pleasure?<br />Life is a bitch no matter how you fuck her<br />So if the devil wear Prada, my girl wear nada,<br />I'm in between, but way more soulful<br />and I try with little effort<br />but if you try hard,<br />That's when you gain hard<br />Ya'll homies thinking like "Why God?"<br />I used to reminisce over you, my God<br /><br />La La La La (Hey!)<br />Wait till I get my money right<br />La La La La (Yeah!)<br />Then you can't tell me nothing, right?<br />Excuse me, is you saying something?<br />Uh uh, you can't tell me nothing (HA HA!)<br />You can't tell me nothing<br />Uh uh, you can't tell me nothing<br /><br /><br />First I get my money right<br />The I get my fun on<br />If I always want to have my drink on on<br />$100 jeans on, do that mean I dream wrong?<br />And I was high as strides<br />We sailed the ship on Caribbean tides<br />We were fly, even though we ended<br />And it don't matter if she turn me down cuz<br />When I get my money right she gonna come running<br />And she'll giigle like Google with extra "i's"<br />Some dudes try to whisper too many lies<br />I stay focused on her eyes<br />In Miami clubs you need to bring some extra hoes<br />Not in tank tops, tell them wear some sexy clothes<br />I have no game and my chain is small<br />Damn, Dre would you change anything?<br />No<br />But (If I had a billion dollars)<br />I'd buy more button downs and pop those sleeves<br />Nicky is attached, her nickname is Femur<br />Maxima need company too, her nickname is Bimmer<br />"Wait till I get my money" everybody motto<br />So I am gonna need bravo for all the code I wrote<br />yeah, hey mama they can hate him<br />Cuz after all the drama, they just fade inBatmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02961293942127206915noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2745843437387223930.post-42016659403141787762007-12-21T20:19:00.000-05:002007-12-27T00:08:27.806-05:00Why I hate XmasHere are top 3 reasons why over the years as I have gotten older and have grown to hate Christmas as holiday<br /><br />1. It's a commercialized holiday in which people through the power of materialism express their love and care for others by purchasing gifts just so they can say I care about you because I bought you a gift. It shows the true careless and selfish nature of humans battling through stores and traffic grabbing gifts like there is no tomorrow and fighting people over who gets what like its the last drop of water left to drink. Meanwhile there are wars, starvation, withering environment, and government corruption going on around the world.<br /><br />2. It depletes all productivity from work as people just become absolutely careless and lazy.<br /><br />3. It's an excuse for people to spend time with their family because there needs to be some sort of celebratory event just to spend time with their family.<br /><br />Please don't ask me about Xmas and what gifts I got because I don't care about people giving me gifts, it's fucking stupid. Having friends and family that care about me is that gift. And spending good time and sharing memories with them throughout the year is all I need. One day out of the year is not going to make a difference, seriously.Batmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02961293942127206915noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2745843437387223930.post-39076619866290469472007-12-15T23:57:00.001-05:002007-12-16T23:09:23.199-05:00Will never forgive or forget. Go to Hell"No End in Sight" a disturbing documentary about how Bush and his administration DESTROYED a semi stable country, KILLED U.S. soldiers, and DEPLETED funds from U.S. on a wasted war that was decided by several very stupid FUCKING PEOPLE WHO SHOULD BE IN JAIL FOR<br />FRAUD AND CORRUPTION costing this country an estimated 1.8 trillion dollar.<br /><a href="javascript:void(0)" tabindex="10" onclick="return false;"><span></span></a><br />I hate you Bush and I hope you go to HELL for what you have done to this countryBatmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02961293942127206915noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2745843437387223930.post-76422753313316801382007-11-18T21:58:00.000-05:002008-12-09T22:15:49.369-05:00Go BucksEven the little guy has the school spirit. I keep them trained pretty well<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhH8oXbskVVU1vrKmFJrKv7xv53SwSJ5wAasMH6kPIB8Nc8_E5bD7lV63_gr6UNhXXvAeYA3rPZoqh1Pdj82dDG_l56Z8LK63hxr5hmBzQYCD_QX8uvITVgoRX183m7_m2JjGmpKJIYmNM/s1600-h/IMG_5213.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhH8oXbskVVU1vrKmFJrKv7xv53SwSJ5wAasMH6kPIB8Nc8_E5bD7lV63_gr6UNhXXvAeYA3rPZoqh1Pdj82dDG_l56Z8LK63hxr5hmBzQYCD_QX8uvITVgoRX183m7_m2JjGmpKJIYmNM/s400/IMG_5213.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5134384289026253922" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi9LNc6xlv0RJ4niqTXFSvspspusRhHlzDoDO-l3XsB2zzi9EJsadKDfNm1lr83aEg-c8jHZEgkJtMw16llZhpMHvRhfMTRPz6KgoVJQTGQ02Z1gLj1I992jnO8w8sZn_WF2eeHOPE_rKw/s1600-h/IMG_5216.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi9LNc6xlv0RJ4niqTXFSvspspusRhHlzDoDO-l3XsB2zzi9EJsadKDfNm1lr83aEg-c8jHZEgkJtMw16llZhpMHvRhfMTRPz6KgoVJQTGQ02Z1gLj1I992jnO8w8sZn_WF2eeHOPE_rKw/s400/IMG_5216.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5134383769335211090" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgZGHXrwdrKhQqW5tyTVTNoBuM6ytBTF_OdQ3Am5fpi2Oe_FtPXPD1e4NNXNrihemjltxp23zOubBANGNCurbLcz22gPBGEPCC2sQWyPq_bh2zkFq5ZMOi6ysabcmF8IVJeLAjkdPO-CZA/s1600-h/IMG_5210.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgZGHXrwdrKhQqW5tyTVTNoBuM6ytBTF_OdQ3Am5fpi2Oe_FtPXPD1e4NNXNrihemjltxp23zOubBANGNCurbLcz22gPBGEPCC2sQWyPq_bh2zkFq5ZMOi6ysabcmF8IVJeLAjkdPO-CZA/s400/IMG_5210.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5134382923226653762" border="0" /></a>Batmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02961293942127206915noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2745843437387223930.post-16692507111789703632007-11-11T23:24:00.000-05:002007-11-11T23:32:48.589-05:00Weekend RecapIt has been a disappointing football weekend for the state of Ohio, but overall it was a fun one. Ohio State lost their run for the championship to an unranked team, but I still love them. Browns lost a close one to the Steelers, one day we will have that revenge win. It was an eventful weekend filled with working on my house, thesis research paper, and partying in Akron. Spent a day down in the dirty A (a.k.a. Akron) chilling with my 330 family. Hanging out at Portage lakes occupied with Xmas Ale, NBA 2k8, Bud light, good laughter, delicious food, and football. I was the grill master for your tasty hot dogs and burgers, came home and crashed for 4 hours and now I am rooting for the Cavs to beat the Clippers. <br />Happy Veterans Day. <br />One Love to all the soldiers in Iraq.<br />Rest in Peace my grandpa who was a soldier in WII<br /><br />I have no class tomorrow YES!!!<br /><br />P.S.<br />F.P.B.Batmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02961293942127206915noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2745843437387223930.post-88693308258635267242007-10-22T23:35:00.000-05:002007-10-22T23:47:41.502-05:002 Billion Dollars a WeekOh my fucking GOD ! 2 billion dollars a week. The nerve to ask for more money someone get this dumb fuck of a president as far away from the white house as possible.<br /><br />This asshole said and I quote<br />"the money will cover basic operating expenses, plus additional armored vehicles and countermeasures designed to protect U.S. troops from roadside bombs"<br /><br />Why don't you save us all the money that we need back in this country to support our own people who are living in poverty and improve our infrastructure and salvage the lives of innocent soldiers and put an to finito on this pointless war.<br /><br />I mean seriously, I HATE him with a passion, and I promised myself not to dedicate any more blogs to that piece of shit, but I can't help it, I have to let it out. I cannot wait until another president takes over so I do not have to see his monkey ass face anymore or listen to his bullshit.<br /><br />3834 DEAD in Iraq War<br />2974 DEAD in 911 Attack<br /><br />Who is the real terrorist here?<br /><br /><a href="http://www.cnn.com/2007/POLITICS/10/22/war.spending/index.html">http://www.cnn.com/2007/POLITICS/10/22/war.spending/index.html</a><br /><br />I like you Republicans but you guys got screwed by this dude. Now you have to invest a lot of time and rebuild your image.<br /><br />Hopefully this will be my last quick rant about this piece of shit for a while...Batmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02961293942127206915noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2745843437387223930.post-39098046720552968442007-10-21T18:54:00.001-05:002007-10-21T19:17:22.509-05:00broken radioOMG America the fucking wizard from Harry Potter is gay.<span style=""></span><br />Who the fuck cares!!!!!!<span style=""> </span>People wake up.<span style=""><br /></span>If brainless cowboys can run I mean ruin the country we can have gay wizards<br /><br />Hey hey hey it's okay to be gay<br />who you have sex with is your choice<br />exercise your liberty have fun and play<br /><st1:country-region><st1:place></st1:place></st1:country-region>gays are happy America rejoice<br /><br />Wait... I believe we have a wizard who has power of removing countries with a bunch of magical lies, but he is not gay<br />beep beep beep<br />On a side note FUCK PRESIDENT BUSH up his asshole with a barrel of oil that is covered in blood of American soldiers.<br /><p class="MsoNormal">It's because of single minded and selfish retards like you everyone in this world now hates us.</p>Any American citizen who supports President Bush and his war in Iraq should be shipped to Iraq and put in combat regardless of your age. We will then see how quickly you will change your mind. It's nice for to sit here on your fat ass watching FOX news while people are getting killed so you can go to work the next day and stop at McDonalds for a nice fat juicy burger.<br />In most other countries you have no choice, but to enlist in the army and fight in war if necessary and and if you refuse you get sent to prison. <br /><br />I support the war on terrorism because it's an effort to eliminate evil, but not the war on oil money which by nature brings more evil.<br /><br />This message is brought to you by<br />Generation Y radio<br />WDRE 81.4Batmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02961293942127206915noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2745843437387223930.post-32548938290011516212007-10-19T00:21:00.002-05:002007-10-19T00:54:13.254-05:00What will the humans do?<p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family:arial;">As the world slowly depletes the natural resources people are starting to get alarmed on how they will survive in the future.<span style=""> </span>There are really two major notions going on in the world and unfortunately they are contradicting each.<span style=""> </span></p> <p face="arial" class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>One notion is globalization becoming a critical aspect of sustainability for many countries as they depend on other countries to provide resources, raw materials, outsourcing cheap labor, financial markets, e-commerce and other various aspects of the economy that keep a country running.<span style=""> </span></p> <p style="font-family: arial;" class="MsoNormal">The other notion is that in addition to <st1:country-region><st1:place>United States</st1:place></st1:country-region> major countries like <st1:country-region><st1:place>China</st1:place></st1:country-region>, <st1:country-region><st1:place>Japan</st1:place></st1:country-region>, <st1:country-region><st1:place>India</st1:place></st1:country-region>, <st1:country-region><st1:place>Middle Eastern Regions, South Korea, and parts of South America</st1:place></st1:country-region> are starting to emerge as powerful empires that have are becoming significant key players in the oligopoly type competition in the world markets.<span style=""> </span>We are running into risky situations where the leaders for these countries are getting too ambitious in making threats, building armies, establishing trade barriers and tariffs to the level of a dictatorship type control.<span style=""> </span>It becomes even worse if they feel that they are at a threat of getting resources for their own survival which might lead them to attacking other countries to satisfy their basic needs of life.</p> <p style="font-family: arial;" class="MsoNormal">It is evident that <st1:country-region><st1:place>United States</st1:place></st1:country-region> is the front runner and pilot so to speak because it is doing exactly what it needs to do in order to establish long term survival.<span style=""> </span>A prime example is the war in <st1:country-region><st1:place>Iraq</st1:place></st1:country-region>. We forced our way on someone else's ground to take control of what was rightfully not ours. Furthermore, the heavy importing of resources like gold, diamonds, oil, steel, and human resources in the servicing industry from other countries enabling them to preserve much of their own resources.<span style=""> </span>They want to position satellite guided missiles in strategic parts of <st1:country-region><st1:place>Russia</st1:place></st1:country-region> and claim that its protection against terrorism.<span style=""> </span>In reality it’s just a ploy to have more immediate military control across the world.<span style=""> </span>It’s a great strategy if you choose to continue to become a heavy predator. <span style=""> </span><span style=""> </span></p> <p style="font-family: arial;" class="MsoNormal">Their basic strategy leads to one of the most fundamental theories “survival of the fittest”.<span style=""> </span>At the end of the day when you have exhausted all other places around the world, you have now positioned yourself in a dominant domain of running the show so to speak.<span style=""> </span>You are now becoming solely the most powerful empire in the world that is rich in resources which were drained from other parts around the world that now require it.</p> <p style="font-family: arial;" class="MsoNormal">What were once third world countries, are now gaining supremacy and will no longer tolerate any more selfish acts from other counties and protect themselves to the best of their ability by emerging as predators. You can see the contradicting elements by understanding that globalization which is highly based on cooperation cannot purely exist, excel, and prevail if countries are competing for survival by all means necessary even if they have to eliminate someone that they once depended on. </p> <p style="font-family: arial;" class="MsoNormal">So what will the future reveal? Will we work cohesively as a single species helping each other out through the idea of globalization and nurture the thriving nature of human mankind for many generations to come? or will the competition for global resources going to converge with the evil nature of mankind leading to barbaric societies that will eventually destroy planet Earth that was created billions of years ago?</p><span style="font-family:arial;">It’s a tough question to answer because both concepts are currently at play, that is to say counties are cooperating and working with each through international trade policies, but at the same time people are killing each other and trying to eliminate races and countries. </span><p style="font-family: arial;" class="MsoNormal">One thing I know for sure is that as a young generation we need to get involved in the issues around the world whether it is health care, starvation, protecting the environment, establishing peace treaties, poverty, inequality, population control, or whatever else you feel is important because it will impact not only our lives, but the lives of our children and grandchildren and the ultimate gift of nature that gave you life. </p><p class="MsoNormal" style="">Sex, drugs, alcohol, money, and entertainment are all gifts that help dilute the reality and give us a great sensation.<span style=""> </span>Enjoy those gifts at moderate levels, but in return try to make a difference on the issues at hand so that when you die, you die with a purpose like the soldiers who are keeping you alive to give you chance to make the difference. </p> <p style="font-family: arial;" class="MsoNormal"> </p> <span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:12;" ></span><p class="MsoNormal"><span style=""> </span><span style=""> </span><span style=""> </span></p>Batmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02961293942127206915noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2745843437387223930.post-2192656006231556322007-10-17T22:41:00.000-05:002007-10-17T23:49:18.125-05:00Glimpses of My lifeI was just sitting here and being bored and then decided to put a quick little literature product together for your entertainment because I am a poet on occasions.<br />It's pretty much all true life experiences. Enjoy<br /><br /><p class="MsoNormal"> </p><p class="MsoNormal">keeping it real </p> <p class="MsoNormal">my second car was custom fitted and teal</p> <p class="MsoNormal">now its dark blue with no airbags in my steering wheel</p> <p class="MsoNormal">aggressive controlled driver with Yokohamas that squeal</p> <p class="MsoNormal">put on your belt, relax, and just chiiill</p> <p class="MsoNormal">I came to this country and lived through quite an ordeal</p> <p class="MsoNormal">when I was poor I used to steal</p> <p class="MsoNormal">used to chew on bones and now sip wine with veal</p> <p class="MsoNormal">now my life is heading close to ideal</p> <p class="MsoNormal">I love oranges but hate to peel</p> <p class="MsoNormal">used to drink like an eel </p> <p class="MsoNormal">when Progressive hired me they got a steal</p> <p class="MsoNormal">four years later I still have a crappy deal</p> <p class="MsoNormal">give me my money or you have no deal<o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">they need to fix my pay or ill bounce out like a wet seal</p> <p class="MsoNormal">joined a new team just to work with a former navy seal</p> <p class="MsoNormal">if the girl is right I’ll know the feel</p> <p class="MsoNormal">she let me dance so I coped a feel</p> <p class="MsoNormal">some girls broke my heart it still needs to heal</p> <p class="MsoNormal">smart and sexy Armenian girls are my appeal</p> <p class="MsoNormal">but will settle for an exotic lady from <st1:country-region><st1:place>Brazil</st1:place></st1:country-region></p> <p class="MsoNormal">didn’t learn much from high school teacher Dr. Beal</p> <p class="MsoNormal">came up hungry in this world and cooked my own meal</p> <p class="MsoNormal">said goodbye to fake friends because they were unreal</p> <p class="MsoNormal">made new friends and those three years were surreal </p> <p class="MsoNormal">my temper is raw material because it can anneal </p> <p class="MsoNormal">a big mouth is my ultimate Achilles’ heel</p> <p class="MsoNormal">open mind I never conceal</p> <p class="MsoNormal">the truth I tend to reveal </p> <p class="MsoNormal">saved money on preppy Harvard and got the CSU MBA skiiill </p> <p class="MsoNormal">two jewelers in my fam so I prefer gold over steel</p> <p class="MsoNormal">MVT Real World denied my tape so they can kneel</p> <p class="MsoNormal">and kiss my fat crown jewels because my name is _ and I keep it real </p>Batmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02961293942127206915noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2745843437387223930.post-43318169260857230942007-10-15T21:03:00.000-05:002007-10-15T21:22:06.203-05:00My Latest Support Efforts<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Recognize Armenian Genocide</span><br /><a href="http://capwiz.com/anca/callalert/index.tt?alertid=10430121&type=CO">http://capwiz.com/anca/callalert/index.tt?alertid=10430121&type=CO</a><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Stop the War</span><br /><a href="http://www.moveon.org/">http://www.moveon.org/</a><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Stop the War</span><br /><a href="http://www.cafepress.com/buy/stop+war/-/pv_design_details/pg_2/id_13312001/opt_/fpt_/c_666/">http://www.cafepress.com/buy/stop+war/-/pv_design_details/pg_2/id_13312001/opt_/fpt_/c_666/</a><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Save Armenia</span><br /><a href="http://www.armeniatree.org/">http://www.armeniatree.org/</a><br /><br /><br />I am also Promoting<br /><br />the new Will.I.Am. album which is dope, his nice beats and smooth melodies for your soul<br /><br />the new Armenians Reality TV show on the E! Keeping up with the Kardashian's<br />One love to Kim my girl from L.A. that I want to marry. Armenians the are best.<br /><br /><a href="http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=119640293">http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=119640293</a>Batmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02961293942127206915noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2745843437387223930.post-73525825510362560972007-09-14T23:09:00.000-05:002007-09-14T23:20:08.788-05:00Sorry 50, but now its really worth just 50 cents<p class="MsoNormal">Sorry 50, but you need to develop yourself as an artist or you can say goodbye to your at one time huge cd sales.<span style=""> </span>You are right, Kanye West is not competition because he is way more talented, more intelligent, dynamic in his lyrics, and he also produces tracks.<span style=""> </span>Now, granted most of his beats are sampled, they still come out pretty damn good most of the time.<span style=""> </span>Either way you look at it takes some talent and skill even to sample songs to create something unique.<span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Another important factor that is important for maintaining fan base and to continue to have <span style=""> </span>respect in the music industry is that you have to become influential at some point in time your career. 2Pac was influential, Biggie was heading towards the direction of being influential, but he wasn’t there yet and died too young for us to find out. Your first album was hands down a classic that blew my ears away and we got the “low down” about your shooting and your thug mentality, but damn two albums later you are still talking about killing people, murder this, murder that, guns this and that, ak47, bullet proof vests.</p>I mean damn you are a millionaire now and we all know that you don’t interact with the hoods anymore and you don’t’ go back in the hood nor do you live like a hood, so what’s with all the garbage content lacking lyrics??? Move on with life, don’t you have <span style=""> </span>anything else interesting in your life to talk about??? <span style=""> </span>Increase your vocabulary base, read some books, or do something. <span style=""> </span>Eventually Dr. Dre is not going to be able to save your repetitive narrow minded lyrics over his hit beats and already he is not saving your ass, because there are no spectacular beats on this album.<br /><br /><p class="MsoNormal">And I know you are a cocky dude who claims mogul status in rap, but you are no longer the talk of the town dude and even if you go platinum 3 or 4 times which I am sure you will, you need to establish your long term objectives in surviving in this game.<span style=""> </span>Don’t get me wrong I’ll still listen to some of 50's stuff like club type songs hits that are good to cruise to in the car or dance in the club, but I really tune myself out of listening to the lyrics and just enjoy the beats, because the lyrics are very elementary and not thought provoking at all. Whereas, Kanye damn I really have to think about his lyrics sometimes and put them together because his sick creativity leads to a lot of random phrases and words which find their way of flowing together.<span style=""> </span>And I am only using Kanye as an example because both are in the spotlight right now with both of their 3<sup>rd</sup> albums dropping on 09/11 </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>Kanye is the obvious winner and the only thing that can come close to his versatile style and lyrics is 50’s first album. And who knows maybe Mr. West will become stale one day but so far he is has been pretty solid with the 3 albums.<br /></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p><a href="http://music.yahoo.com/read/news/47948880">http://music.yahoo.com/read/news/47948880</a></p>Batmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02961293942127206915noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2745843437387223930.post-89663819188311549182007-09-12T20:44:00.001-05:002007-09-12T20:49:14.020-05:00Oh M.J.I have come to the conclusion that Billie Jean is my all time favorite song. I first heard it when I was in 2nd grade back in my motherland. The dance moves, the beat, the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">lyrics</span>, the presentation, that shit is untouchable I call it love at first <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">hearight</span>. Oh M.J. you are miss understood, but never forget that you were the most influential artist of Generation X<br /><br />To this day when that song is played on the radio or on the dance, it gets my full and undivided attention at any cost. And by that I mean if I have to make a fool of myself attempting to bust out the M.J. moves. I will fully engage in that activity just because it is so compelling and captivating to my ears that my brain says put down that drink, grab your balls, and lets move DRE.<br /><br />I love you M.J.Batmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02961293942127206915noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2745843437387223930.post-9944196547748733272007-09-10T22:56:00.000-05:002007-09-10T22:57:28.747-05:00Give her One More Chance<p class="MsoNormal">I wish you well Britney, at least you are not drugged out driving drunk like the other crazy <st1:place>Hollywood</st1:place> party girls.<span style=""> </span>The production for this song a potential for good club track, if she tightens up her abs and introduces faster more dynamic moves and a complex dance routine it might be a decent hit, but until that’s done I am not impressed.<span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Do not get me wrong she made some silly mistakes, but let’s hope that she learns and grows up and that it will make her stronger and influence her as an artist to take her talent and skill to another level that could appeal to a more mature crowd, but still please her old fan base which has slowly diverged away.<span style=""> </span>I can’t completely judge her, because I haven’t made some silly mistakes on my level and who knows maybe if I was at her level </p> <p class="MsoNormal">I would do something crazier, but I want assure you that I would not have two kids in a matter of two years from some white trash dance hoe, that already has two other kids from two different baby daddies.<span style=""> </span>I will however have a suspended license for excessive speeding on my sick Lambo or Ferrari, or having crazy hotel parties disturbing the Armenian peace, or getting pulled over by the Coast Guard for drinking on the boat while have parties or recklessly operating jet skis.</p>Anyway, I know that there are a lot of haters outside on Britney, but at the end of the day she is not that terrible of a person, you know is just a little stupid and needs some guidance in her life somebody positive from her family or something.<span style=""> </span>I might download her album to see how it is cuz she might have some good beats, cuz I love good beats<o:p></o:p>Batmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02961293942127206915noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2745843437387223930.post-55936940939463366842007-08-14T18:04:00.000-05:002007-08-14T18:09:28.814-05:00Real Estate Jokers<p class="MsoNormal">Ok, so if I hear one more time from another person that it is taking me way too long to remodel my house and that I just need to move in please do not get mad at me if I either ignore your ignorant comments which lack factual data to back it up or blow up in your face.<span style=""> </span>You obviously have no concept of <b style="">the scope of my remodeling, budget limitations and overruns, resource unavailability, time constraints, dependencies and balancing other life priorities.<span style=""> </span><o:p></o:p></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal">So the next time you want give me your 2 cent real estate opinion just save the noise and give me $25,000 cash so I can hire 10 different contractors to finish the place according to your time standards.<span style=""> </span>And if you are not going to do that, then just please spare me your pointless unconstructive feedback. If you do not have anything to contribute like physical labor or financing then please do not complain, go back to your apartment or house or condo and do your own remodeling at your own pace. <br /></p><p class="MsoNormal">I am the project manager and the execution will be based on MY blue prints, budgets, time, materials, costs, contractors, and all the other stuff. <br /></p>Batmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02961293942127206915noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2745843437387223930.post-35403806316465481532007-08-11T20:24:00.000-05:002008-12-09T22:15:49.635-05:00This is me then and now<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjtsiBpJYpNcxjECU2XWqAwVu6k3h3GtMoQxMPzxgOALz90K7GqeTS0Ie_-Fbr2iBu1cjco8aFAyO-SsiZL4w0FcS0b8MD24b_0EEHPyDu2VAY7P2GUde2QpHwAMU508XPkw5FtcSxC7P4/s1600-h/IMG_2286.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjtsiBpJYpNcxjECU2XWqAwVu6k3h3GtMoQxMPzxgOALz90K7GqeTS0Ie_-Fbr2iBu1cjco8aFAyO-SsiZL4w0FcS0b8MD24b_0EEHPyDu2VAY7P2GUde2QpHwAMU508XPkw5FtcSxC7P4/s400/IMG_2286.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5097620976643227522" border="0" /></a><br /><p class="MsoNormal">I don't have to impress these girls, ladies, females, bitches, hoes, or gold diggers when I first meet them.<span style=""> </span>I do not put up fronts.<span style=""> </span>I spit the rawest truth that most people can’t handle.<span style=""> </span>I admit that my mouthpiece has brought me both happiness and grief over time, but after 26 years I am generally satisfied with its performance.<span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">If I get involved with a girl and for some reason she wants to play games, it will make her head spin.<span style=""> </span>The type of shit that I could say will make a hers ears reach elation, her brain reach ecstasy and her body reach heaven.<span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal">“They say I talk with so much emphasis Ohhh ... they so sensitive”<span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">"EXCUSE ME IS YOU SAYING SOMETHING??? YOU CAN’T TELL ME NOTHING"</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">I DO WHAT I WANT TO DO </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">I DO WHAT I FEEL LIKE I DO </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">I AM HERE FOR A LIMITED TIME AND I AM GOING TO MAKE <b style=""><u>ME HAPPY</u><o:p></o:p></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">I GOT SICK MOMENTUM RIGHT NOW AND I AM NOT STOPPING FOR NO ONE</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">I GOT A MIDDLE FINGER FOR ALL THE HATERS, LOOSERS AND FORMER FRIENDS WHO NO LONGER ROLL IN MY CREW, BIG MISTAKE</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">I GOT A MIDDLE FINGER TO ALL THE FEMALES WHO THINK THEY ARE TOO GOOD FOR ME.</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">IT IS GOING TO BE ON AND POPPIN' IN <span style="font-weight: bold;">2008</span> BABY, KEEP IN TOUCH IF YOU WANT TO BE ON A WINNING TEAM<span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style="">This is officially the song of the year for me.</b></p><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YAzkKUPaVlA">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YAzkKUPaVlA</a><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><o:p></o:p></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">La La La La<br />Wait til I get my money right<br /><br />I had a dream I could buy my way to heaven<br />When I awoke I spent that on a necklace<br />I told God I'd be back in a second<br />Man its so hard not to act reckless<br />To whom much is given much is tested<br />Get arrested guess until he get the message<br />I feel the pressure<br />under more scrutiny<br />And what I do?<br />Act more stupidly<br />Bought more jewelry, more Louis V<br />My momma couldn't get through to me<br />The drama. People suing me.<br />I'm on TV talkin like its just you and me<br />I'm just saying how I feel man<br />I ain't one of the Cosby's<br />I ain't go to Hill man<br />I guess the money should have changed him<br />I guess I should have forgot where I came from<br /><br />La La La La<br />Wait til I get my money right<br />La La La La<br />Then you can't tell me nothing right<br />Excuse me? Was you saying something??<br />Uh-huh ... you can't tell me nothing.<br />Uh-huh ... you can't tell me nothing.<br />Uh-huh ... you can't tell me nothing.<br /><br />Let up the suicide doors<br />This is my life homey<br />You decide yours<br />I know that Jesus died for us<br />But I couldn't tell you who decide wars<br />So I parallel double park that mother fucker sideways<br />Old folks talking bought back in my day<br />But homey this is my day<br />Class started two hours ago<br />Oh, am I late?<br />No, I already graduated.<br />And you can live through anything if Magic made it.<br />They say I talk with so much emphasis<br />Ohhh ... they so sensitive<br />Don't ever fix your lips like collagen<br />And then say something where you gonna end up apologin<br />Let me know if its a problem then<br />Aight man, holla then<br /><br />La La La La<br />Wait til I get my money right<br />La La La La<br />Then you can't tell me nothing right<br />Excuse me? Was you saying something??<br />Uh-huh ... you can't tell me nothing.<br />Uh-huh ... you can't tell me nothing.<br />Uh-huh ... you can't tell me nothing.<br /><br />Let the champagne splash<br />Let that man get cash<br />Let that man get passed<br />He don't even stop to get gas<br />If he can move through the rumors<br />He can drive off of fumes cuz<br />How he move in a room full of no's<br />How he stay faithful in a room full of hoes<br />Must be the pharoahs<br />He in tune with his soul<br />So when he buried in a tomb full of gold<br />Treasure ... what's your pleasure?<br />Life is a (UH) dependin how you dress her<br />So if the devil wear Prada<br />Adam Eve wear nada<br />I'm in between but way more fresher<br />With way less effort<br />Cuz when you try hard is when you die hard<br />Y'all homies lookin like why God?<br />When they reminensce over you my God.<br /><br />La La La La<br />Wait til I get my money right<br />La La La La<br />Then you can't tell me nothing right<br />Excuse me? Was you saying something??<br />Uh-huh ... you can't tell me nothing.<br />Uh-huh ... you can't tell me nothing.<br />Uh-huh ... you can't tell me nothing.<br /><br />La La La La<br />Wait til I get my money right<br />La La La La<br />Then you can't tell me nothing right.</p><br /><p class="MsoNormal"><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal"><br /></p>Batmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02961293942127206915noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2745843437387223930.post-82694763906339585882007-08-02T22:28:00.001-05:002007-08-02T23:17:15.320-05:00WTF<p class="MsoNormal" style="">If I could do drugs without ruining my health and being able to function at work, I would do them everyday and live in solitude reading books, excluding myself from dealing with selfish fake people who only appear to care on the surface. I invest way too much into people and honestly I am done doing that. No one really knows me or understands me or knows what goes through my head. No one in this world other than my mother is really connected with me. And people say that they want to help, but they just say that shit because of self-gratitude of being there for someone, for the most part they have their own problems and could care less about yours.<o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style=""><u1:p></u1:p>I am glad some of my close friends are moving away and others already live in various states because it’s just going to force me to live on my own and not depend on social interaction as an element of repetitive satisfaction. I am jealous of people who are loners, but I must admit I have gotten a lot better over the past couple of years on being on my own and spending time by myself without the need of attention.<o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style=""><u1:p></u1:p>Everyone just please leave me alone, I mean seriously do not waste my time and try to be all friendly, cheery, and buddy buddy because most of you are just putting up a front. I am too old to play these stupid high school games, I dropped all the loser friends that I had or was acquainted with and I don’t need to pick up anymore or be surrounded with unreliable careless liars.<o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="">Please do not bother asking questions about this log and where these thoughts are coming from. I do not want to explain myself anymore. Honestly maybe the best thing for everyone to do is forget all the good qualities that I have because they haven't really benefited me that much other than getting a decent job.<o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="">Yes I am generalizing, so what, I do not care. Do not get offended, ok so you did, so what, I still do not care. I mean do you care? Nope! cuz you didn't pick the phone and called or texted? Oh wait you expected me to call first well guess what you probably have someone you connect with so what are you bitching about?! <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">SHIT IS FUCKED UP FOR ME OKAY. YOU DO NO KNOW SHIT ABOUT GROWING UP AS A SINGLE CHILD<br /><br />Maybe I am just bored with life and not too many things excite me anymore other than coming home to my dog and remodeling my house. I don't care about work, school, cars (M3 is an exception), groupies, partying. I used to be all about these things, but all that shit is surface<br /><br />I mean fuck I got pulled over today for running a stop sign out of the Progressive parking lot and then doing like 70 down alpha without a seat belt. I DO NOT CARE. The cop pulled me over and was shocked and said it was reckless driving.<span style=""> </span>I said officer I really have no excuse or explanation so do whatever it is you do and lets get this over with.<span style=""> </span>He said he could arrest me and take my license, I said that’s fine, and then again I repeated to him do whatever it is you have to do.<span style=""> </span>I was being real with him.<span style=""> </span>And he looked at me said you know what son, “you should care about your life more and drive more carefully, have a nice day”.<span style=""> </span>I thanked him the light turned green and I drove off to meet my contractor<br /><br />If I could do drugs without ruining my health and being able to function at work, I would do them everyday</p>Batmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02961293942127206915noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2745843437387223930.post-58016918219016090662007-07-19T16:27:00.000-05:002007-07-19T16:28:33.045-05:00Leave the dogs alone<p class="MsoNormal">If Michael Vick is in fact guilty, him and his little buddies should go to jail for a long time. I was huge fan of him until the recent news of his ridiculous treatment towards animals.<span style=""><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style=""> </span>And what's with black people and dog fighting????!!!!</p><p class="MsoNormal"> PICK ANOTHER FUCKING HOBBY!!!<o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">I love my dogs and it’s just fucking cruel what they do to these poor animals.</p>Batmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02961293942127206915noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2745843437387223930.post-90448737826322423402007-06-06T22:18:00.001-05:002007-06-06T22:34:18.545-05:00PLEASE GO AWAY<b style=""></b> <p class="MsoNormal">I thought that I was increasing my tolerance and patience on things in life, but lately I have grown to have very minute levels of tolerance when it comes to dealing with certain people.<span style=""> </span>I mean, I really just want to fucking smack the shit out of some of the people that I deal with, it’s so fucking sickening to me.<span style=""> </span>There is just a wide array of people that have gotten on my nerves lately and a few of the examples”<span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">And I can’t say that I am really pissed of about something I just can’t bare to deal with these people anymore.<span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">- fucking morons who have jobs in places that they have no business even shopping.<span style=""> </span>Stupid assholes who work at places like Lowe’s and Home Depot who don’t know the difference between a nail and a screw and stand there trying to give you advice on some home remodeling stuff that they have not fucking clew about.</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">-<span style=""> </span>Sorry ass technicians who work at the Geek squad in Best Buy, whose highlight of the day is to install windows XP and some drivers for the customer’s new wireless keyboard and mouse which they just happily purchased at Best Buy.<span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">-<span style=""> </span>Fucking high-schoolers and GED dropouts who have the nerve and balls to give me some bullshit advice about LCD vs. Plasma televisions.<span style=""> </span>Spitting out terms like resolution, DLP, HD, 1080p.<span style=""> </span>Some stupid feedback that they read about in a blog or looked up Sony’s manual about their technology.<span style=""> </span>Dude shut the fuck! and let me do my shopping like I told you the first 3 times. .<span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">- slow as traffic impeding motherfuckers who do not know how to drive, who pull out in the middle of the road in hopes of making the light but just end up looking STUPID! by blocking the intersection because the cars are backed up in front of them. MOTHERFUCKER READ THE SIGN, IT SAYS “<st1:street><st1:address>DO NOT BOCK DRIVE</st1:address></st1:street>”.<span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">-<span style=""> </span>carefree morons who refuse to get over to the slow lanes while going exactly the speed limit in the left lane of a major freeway</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="">-<span style=""> </span>corporate America workers who are full of fucking shit and pad every little word that comes out of their mouth, the exact same bunch of grimy smelly shit that comes out of my ass just happens to land on their tongues.<span style=""> </span>They will stroke your cock while you face them, but as soon as you turn around they will fuck you in the ass with the biggest dildo they have. <br />I try to stay as pure as possible, but at times I have to play the necessary evil piano. I am a victim of this environment because it pays the bills for right now.<o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">-<span style=""> </span>managers who have been in their jobs for way too long and need to go do something in life, and stop making the world around them stale</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">-<span style=""> </span>managers who act like your lawyers by constantly repeating the phrases like “can’t promise”, “no guarantee”, “not sure”, “possibly but not for certain”.<span style=""> </span>I man god damn!!!!</p> <p class="MsoNormal">-<span style=""> </span>drunk sluts dancing in clubs acting obnoxious as fuck and hoeing around with their groupie ass scandalous girlfriends trying to find dudes who will buy them drinks.<span style=""> </span>You are nothing but a hoe, not a woman, a shameless hoe. PLEASE DO NOT TOUCH ME OR APPROACH ME.<span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">-<span style=""> </span>broke ass motherfukcers without jobs who ask for money and never pay it back.<span style=""> </span>They come up with shitty excuses on how they don’t have your money, but in reality they just went out and bought some clothes or drinks or other stupid shit.<span style=""> </span>They lie to your face saying how they will pay you next week, but when next week comes they come up with more sultry excuses.<span style=""> </span><span style=""> </span><span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal">-----------</p> <p class="MsoNormal">So far the is the list and I will keep adding more categories as I think of htem.</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">I am putting a defense mechanism in place because I do not want these types of people rubbing off on me.<span style=""> </span>I am serious! They can bring you down on their level and just grow on you like bacteria.<span style=""> </span>That is something that I want to completely avoid at all necessary costs.<span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">Call me crazy, but I way to real to deal with this shit.<span style=""> </span>I should have become a doctor because that is one profession that does not dish out any bullshit due to the seriousness of typical situations they are involved in.<span style=""> </span>Or a teacher, because they have to present facts and not bullshit their students, although some do.</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style="">I am not corporate </b><st1:country-region><st1:place><b style="">America</b></st1:place></st1:country-region><b style=""><o:p></o:p></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style="">I am not politics<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style="">I am not justice system<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style="">I am not sales and advertisement<o:p></o:p></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style=""><o:p> </o:p></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal">All these sectors of life are FULL OF SHIT.<span style=""> </span>I am the corporate <st1:country-region><st1:place>America</st1:place></st1:country-region> that only few corporate <st1:country-region><st1:place>America</st1:place></st1:country-region>’s are ready for, not mainstream<o:p></o:p></p>Batmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02961293942127206915noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2745843437387223930.post-66175166165822097392007-05-11T08:02:00.000-05:002007-05-20T22:08:45.259-05:00Best Friend???? Who??? I do not think so<b style=""><o:p></o:p></b>Well, just to let everyone one know that I am no longer friends with my one time best friend<st1:personname> B. W.</st1:personname> See, I was too much of a good friend who at times criticized him because I cared too much, but his ego and pride was too big for his own good.<span style=""> </span> <p class="MsoNormal">I was willing to give it a chance and work things out, but then he did a very shady thing which I did not expect after being friends with him for 9 years.<span style=""> </span>He indirectly took $1000 from my father and never gave it back.<span style=""> </span>I trusted him, but he claimed that the money was now his.<span style=""> </span><br /></p><p class="MsoNormal">Calling my dad an Indian giver? Are you kidding me ?! After all the shit we have been through and the way that my family treated you. If he would have asked for a $1000 dollars maybe I would have loaned it out to him in a civilized fashion. But instead, he took it like a thief. Fucking asshole go use that money to put some food on your family's table and Air Forces on your feet, YOU SHADY ASS NO GOOD FAGGOT.<br /></p><p class="MsoNormal"> I was heart broken by his shadiness, but I guess I am glad it happened now than later so that I do not have to waste any more of my precious time at mainlining what has become a one way relationship.<span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p>I am a man of principle especially when it comes to money/business related transactions, but honestly I didn’t even want to see this dude’s face or waste my time in court.<span style=""> </span>What would the end result be, they put him on a payment plan??? Payment plan money that I will never see.<b style=""><span style=""> </span></b>At the end of the day I look at as his loss.<span style=""> </span>He might have gained $1000, but he lost a very good friend for LIFE.</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Lesson learned:</p> <p class="MsoNormal">Even the people that you think are your closest and dearest can end up being SHADY FUCKING BACKSTABBERS.</p><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:180%;" >To me B.W. is now a poster child for what a reall bitch is and a real man is not. Nothing can reverse what he did and now he is DEAD to me.<br />He is a fucking loser in every aspect of life.<br /><br />Chronic 2001 by Dr. Dre Track #13: <br />that song is about you<br /><br />how Ironic<br /></span></span>Batmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02961293942127206915noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2745843437387223930.post-11062545646299699002007-05-01T22:24:00.000-05:002007-05-01T22:25:00.500-05:00For the first time in my life I have a broken heart.Batmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02961293942127206915noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2745843437387223930.post-48613809965290993772007-04-27T01:04:00.001-05:002007-04-27T01:04:45.378-05:00It's Raining Outside<p class="MsoNormal">As we reflect back on relationships in our lives, both good and bad ones we hope that it was a learning experience.<span style=""> </span>And even though people get sad when the good ones come to an end you hope to gain something positive out of it.<span style=""> </span>You learn that you can’t always expect people to live up to your expectations and standards.<span style=""> </span>You learn that forcing others to think and care about things that matter to you does not always benefit them.<span style=""> </span>You learn that there a fine line between giving advice to someone and being judgmental.<span style=""> </span>You learn that your words of wisdom might come of as pretentious and might hurt other people’s feelings.<span style=""> </span>Most importantly you learn that you have to talk about your relationship problems and have an open communication medium.<span style=""> </span>Without communication there is chaos.<span style=""> </span><span style=""> </span><span style=""> </span><span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">People say that friendships are supposed to be people’s comfort zones in life.<span style=""> </span>They are these zones where you can escape and be yourself and be part of a stress free environment.<span style=""> </span>Unfortunately that’s only the easy zone that we all love and want to experience 100% of the time, but there comes a time when we also have to deal with the uncomfortable zone which is all the fights, arguments, quarrels, disagreements, and all the other dramatic elements.<span style=""> </span>At the end I believe that it’s the friendship’s ability to endure the hardships that will ultimately decide its fate.<span style=""> </span>Its survival will be the only factor that will determine the solidity of original state of its foundation.<span style=""> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal">So you engage in battles destroying and rebuilding with intentions to avoid what could be an inevitable collapse at any point in time.<span style=""> </span>You hope that both sides try their best to sustain the linkage, but if one gives up then it makes much harder for the other to keep going.<span style=""> </span>Regardless of the ending result which can lead to convergence or divergence, you hope that both people walk away satisfied knowing that they gave their utmost effort in what at best would be maintaining and <span style=""> </span>rebuilding it, or at worst, ending what once was a common link. <span style=""> </span></p>Batmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02961293942127206915noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2745843437387223930.post-9020458165638577012007-04-26T17:05:00.001-05:002007-04-27T01:05:41.278-05:00Money and FriendsYou loan your friends money in the time of need and then after a period of time it is expected that you will get that money back unless there are some serious circumstances under which your friend cannot pay you back. That’s just how things work in this world we live in<br /><br />And after a while of asking for your own money back when you, the loaner, is in need of those reallocated funds now come off as begging for your own money. What makes it even more frustrating is that your friend is now accusing you of putting money before friends.<br /><br />Those accusations are disturbing and disappointing especially if you were just trying to help in the first place and have significant history with that person. It’s unfortunate, but you learn from people and just continue trucking.Batmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02961293942127206915noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2745843437387223930.post-60908302465599128202007-04-26T16:45:00.000-05:002007-04-26T16:46:04.822-05:00A letter from the president<p>I wish to share with you our response to a disturbing event. Some hand-written graffiti was found in a restroom stall in Main Classroom yesterday afternoon which threatens a repeat of the Virginia Tech event for May 12 - our commencement day.</p> <p>I view this with grave concern and am taking every precaution to insure that our campus and commencement exercises are safe and secure and that commencement is the joyous occasion that all of us expect. To that end, the University Police have been in touch with the City of Cleveland's Police Department and I have asked Governor Strickland for assistance from the Ohio Highway Patrol. The Governor has assured me of that help and I already have spoken to the Director of Public Safety and officials at the Highway Patrol. In addition, I have ordered that there be metal detectors at all entrances to the Wolstein Center on commencement day. </p> <p>You can be of special help to the University by keeping us informed of any suspicious activity and suspect behavior that you note or that may be related to this issue. You can call the University Police at 687-2020. We are determined to make our campus as safe and secure as it can be.</p> <p>I appreciate your concern and, needless to say, I share it. As events warrant, I will keep you informed.</p> <p>Michael Schwartz<br />President<br /></p> <p> </p>Batmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02961293942127206915noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2745843437387223930.post-57937357872372552812007-04-20T17:39:00.000-05:002008-12-09T22:15:52.200-05:00I will miss my Wolf P.A.A.K.<p class="MsoNormal">I am definitely going to miss this dream team. By far the sickest and craziest motherfuckers I have ever worked with. I was part of the most unbelievable team chemistry out of all the departments across Progressive. We made history together and left a legacy that will never be surpassed by others.<br /><br />These three dear friends mean a lot to me and as I move on with my career it breaks my heart that I will not be working with them, but only the future holds the answer and maybe we will once again re-unite and make more history like the 95-96 Bulls.<o:p></o:p></p><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjH-OcrwO3xkWxcYlV4dkl029USoqGngJPfDhPFz-ZyKy2cRSoHS1Kf1G_Lx9sGUy48jcMQ4xwIxHwUrBbI7EqP2nzntd5lmjiat7n6XrpvkmgWuunCjYJX8SrhiiW3MqEs3YJwwns-FYM/s1600-h/IMG_3855.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjH-OcrwO3xkWxcYlV4dkl029USoqGngJPfDhPFz-ZyKy2cRSoHS1Kf1G_Lx9sGUy48jcMQ4xwIxHwUrBbI7EqP2nzntd5lmjiat7n6XrpvkmgWuunCjYJX8SrhiiW3MqEs3YJwwns-FYM/s400/IMG_3855.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5055650782348413890" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3hZZTtsHcu3jWaqE3NuFp2xtizMsDtpE49fRfip_xp16gi3zuuxJAnCXW6wH0kXxgdwysajUUcrRUVpA5y0F0rYwIVYfR-WC1jeOtAR18swE-iE_XD31alJEl8WJkk6c4wWmCsjrJN1Y/s1600-h/IMG_3852.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; 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That makes 3 that are leaving the state of <st1:state><st1:place><st1:state><st1:place><st1:state><st1:place>Ohio</st1:place></st1:state></st1:place></st1:state></st1:place></st1:state> within the next several months and 1 who just did not find the friendship worth wile to work out the issues. So all together that’s a loss of 4 friends in one year. Did I forget to mention that my grandfather left me a week ago. <u1:p></u1:p><o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="">So all together 5 people that I care about have or are in the process of abandoning me. <u1:p></u1:p><o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style=""><u2:p></u2:p>Of course this goes back to my typical life cycle where when good shit happens there is plenty of bad shit that offsets the good. So obviously I got the condo, new job, and made one new friend which is all the good shit offset by people moving away.<u1:p></u1:p><o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style=""><u2:p></u2:p>Which is why I am going to go by a jet ski, the new XBOX, some guns, BMW M3, 70” TV, pool table, and a sick ass A/V system all to go along with my new mountain bike and skis. And I am going to occupy myself with all these awesome toys and say FUCK interacting with people and letting them into my life because at the end they all leave you anyway. <u1:p></u1:p><o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style=""><u2:p></u2:p>It’s a selfish fucking world we live in and so who the fuck cares anyways. <u1:p></u1:p><o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style=""><u2:p></u2:p>My old friend used to say whatever is whatever and I am just going to focus on me and if that pisses people off then I really DO NOT CARE.<b> </b><o:p></o:p></p> <u1:p></u1:p> <p class="MsoNormal" style=""><u2:p></u2:p><b>Yes I am a single child and these are words of frustration and agony so FUCK THIS AND EVERYONE, cut the fucking check so I can buy the toys</b><o:p></o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><br />I will always be there for them no matter where they live. It's just been way too much shit to handle in the past month or so between family, friends, courts, work, school, VA Tech shootings, and my new home. I am just really emotionally drained from all this crap, which brings out all the aggravation. <span style=""> </span><o:p></o:p></p> <u2:p></u2:p><p class="MsoNormal"> <o:p></o:p></p> <u2:p></u2:p>Batmanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02961293942127206915noreply@blogger.com