Real Estate Jokers

Ok, so if I hear one more time from another person that it is taking me way too long to remodel my house and that I just need to move in please do not get mad at me if I either ignore your ignorant comments which lack factual data to back it up or blow up in your face. You obviously have no concept of the scope of my remodeling, budget limitations and overruns, resource unavailability, time constraints, dependencies and balancing other life priorities.

So the next time you want give me your 2 cent real estate opinion just save the noise and give me $25,000 cash so I can hire 10 different contractors to finish the place according to your time standards. And if you are not going to do that, then just please spare me your pointless unconstructive feedback. If you do not have anything to contribute like physical labor or financing then please do not complain, go back to your apartment or house or condo and do your own remodeling at your own pace.

I am the project manager and the execution will be based on MY blue prints, budgets, time, materials, costs, contractors, and all the other stuff.

This is me then and now

I don't have to impress these girls, ladies, females, bitches, hoes, or gold diggers when I first meet them. I do not put up fronts. I spit the rawest truth that most people can’t handle. I admit that my mouthpiece has brought me both happiness and grief over time, but after 26 years I am generally satisfied with its performance.

If I get involved with a girl and for some reason she wants to play games, it will make her head spin. The type of shit that I could say will make a hers ears reach elation, her brain reach ecstasy and her body reach heaven.

“They say I talk with so much emphasis Ohhh ... they so sensitive”

"EXCUSE ME IS YOU SAYING SOMETHING??? YOU CAN’T TELL ME NOTHING"

I DO WHAT I WANT TO DO

I DO WHAT I FEEL LIKE I DO

I AM HERE FOR A LIMITED TIME AND I AM GOING TO MAKE ME HAPPY

I GOT SICK MOMENTUM RIGHT NOW AND I AM NOT STOPPING FOR NO ONE

I GOT A MIDDLE FINGER FOR ALL THE HATERS, LOOSERS AND FORMER FRIENDS WHO NO LONGER ROLL IN MY CREW, BIG MISTAKE

I GOT A MIDDLE FINGER TO ALL THE FEMALES WHO THINK THEY ARE TOO GOOD FOR ME.

IT IS GOING TO BE ON AND POPPIN' IN 2008 BABY, KEEP IN TOUCH IF YOU WANT TO BE ON A WINNING TEAM

This is officially the song of the year for me.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YAzkKUPaVlA

La La La La
Wait til I get my money right

I had a dream I could buy my way to heaven
When I awoke I spent that on a necklace
I told God I'd be back in a second
Man its so hard not to act reckless
To whom much is given much is tested
Get arrested guess until he get the message
I feel the pressure
under more scrutiny
And what I do?
Act more stupidly
Bought more jewelry, more Louis V
My momma couldn't get through to me
The drama. People suing me.
I'm on TV talkin like its just you and me
I'm just saying how I feel man
I ain't one of the Cosby's
I ain't go to Hill man
I guess the money should have changed him
I guess I should have forgot where I came from

La La La La
Wait til I get my money right
La La La La
Then you can't tell me nothing right
Excuse me? Was you saying something??
Uh-huh ... you can't tell me nothing.
Uh-huh ... you can't tell me nothing.
Uh-huh ... you can't tell me nothing.

Let up the suicide doors
This is my life homey
You decide yours
I know that Jesus died for us
But I couldn't tell you who decide wars
So I parallel double park that mother fucker sideways
Old folks talking bought back in my day
But homey this is my day
Class started two hours ago
Oh, am I late?
No, I already graduated.
And you can live through anything if Magic made it.
They say I talk with so much emphasis
Ohhh ... they so sensitive
Don't ever fix your lips like collagen
And then say something where you gonna end up apologin
Let me know if its a problem then
Aight man, holla then

La La La La
Wait til I get my money right
La La La La
Then you can't tell me nothing right
Excuse me? Was you saying something??
Uh-huh ... you can't tell me nothing.
Uh-huh ... you can't tell me nothing.
Uh-huh ... you can't tell me nothing.

Let the champagne splash
Let that man get cash
Let that man get passed
He don't even stop to get gas
If he can move through the rumors
He can drive off of fumes cuz
How he move in a room full of no's
How he stay faithful in a room full of hoes
Must be the pharoahs
He in tune with his soul
So when he buried in a tomb full of gold
Treasure ... what's your pleasure?
Life is a (UH) dependin how you dress her
So if the devil wear Prada
Adam Eve wear nada
I'm in between but way more fresher
With way less effort
Cuz when you try hard is when you die hard
Y'all homies lookin like why God?
When they reminensce over you my God.

La La La La
Wait til I get my money right
La La La La
Then you can't tell me nothing right
Excuse me? Was you saying something??
Uh-huh ... you can't tell me nothing.
Uh-huh ... you can't tell me nothing.
Uh-huh ... you can't tell me nothing.

La La La La
Wait til I get my money right
La La La La
Then you can't tell me nothing right.

WTF

If I could do drugs without ruining my health and being able to function at work, I would do them everyday and live in solitude reading books, excluding myself from dealing with selfish fake people who only appear to care on the surface. I invest way too much into people and honestly I am done doing that. No one really knows me or understands me or knows what goes through my head. No one in this world other than my mother is really connected with me. And people say that they want to help, but they just say that shit because of self-gratitude of being there for someone, for the most part they have their own problems and could care less about yours.

I am glad some of my close friends are moving away and others already live in various states because it’s just going to force me to live on my own and not depend on social interaction as an element of repetitive satisfaction. I am jealous of people who are loners, but I must admit I have gotten a lot better over the past couple of years on being on my own and spending time by myself without the need of attention.

Everyone just please leave me alone, I mean seriously do not waste my time and try to be all friendly, cheery, and buddy buddy because most of you are just putting up a front. I am too old to play these stupid high school games, I dropped all the loser friends that I had or was acquainted with and I don’t need to pick up anymore or be surrounded with unreliable careless liars.

Please do not bother asking questions about this log and where these thoughts are coming from. I do not want to explain myself anymore. Honestly maybe the best thing for everyone to do is forget all the good qualities that I have because they haven't really benefited me that much other than getting a decent job.

Yes I am generalizing, so what, I do not care. Do not get offended, ok so you did, so what, I still do not care. I mean do you care? Nope! cuz you didn't pick the phone and called or texted? Oh wait you expected me to call first well guess what you probably have someone you connect with so what are you bitching about?!

SHIT IS FUCKED UP FOR ME OKAY. YOU DO NO KNOW SHIT ABOUT GROWING UP AS A SINGLE CHILD

Maybe I am just bored with life and not too many things excite me anymore other than coming home to my dog and remodeling my house. I don't care about work, school, cars (M3 is an exception), groupies, partying. I used to be all about these things, but all that shit is surface

I mean fuck I got pulled over today for running a stop sign out of the Progressive parking lot and then doing like 70 down alpha without a seat belt. I DO NOT CARE. The cop pulled me over and was shocked and said it was reckless driving. I said officer I really have no excuse or explanation so do whatever it is you do and lets get this over with. He said he could arrest me and take my license, I said that’s fine, and then again I repeated to him do whatever it is you have to do. I was being real with him. And he looked at me said you know what son, “you should care about your life more and drive more carefully, have a nice day”. I thanked him the light turned green and I drove off to meet my contractor

If I could do drugs without ruining my health and being able to function at work, I would do them everyday

Leave the dogs alone

If Michael Vick is in fact guilty, him and his little buddies should go to jail for a long time. I was huge fan of him until the recent news of his ridiculous treatment towards animals.

And what's with black people and dog fighting????!!!!

PICK ANOTHER FUCKING HOBBY!!!

I love my dogs and it’s just fucking cruel what they do to these poor animals.

PLEASE GO AWAY

I thought that I was increasing my tolerance and patience on things in life, but lately I have grown to have very minute levels of tolerance when it comes to dealing with certain people. I mean, I really just want to fucking smack the shit out of some of the people that I deal with, it’s so fucking sickening to me. There is just a wide array of people that have gotten on my nerves lately and a few of the examples”

And I can’t say that I am really pissed of about something I just can’t bare to deal with these people anymore.

- fucking morons who have jobs in places that they have no business even shopping. Stupid assholes who work at places like Lowe’s and Home Depot who don’t know the difference between a nail and a screw and stand there trying to give you advice on some home remodeling stuff that they have not fucking clew about.

- Sorry ass technicians who work at the Geek squad in Best Buy, whose highlight of the day is to install windows XP and some drivers for the customer’s new wireless keyboard and mouse which they just happily purchased at Best Buy.

- Fucking high-schoolers and GED dropouts who have the nerve and balls to give me some bullshit advice about LCD vs. Plasma televisions. Spitting out terms like resolution, DLP, HD, 1080p. Some stupid feedback that they read about in a blog or looked up Sony’s manual about their technology. Dude shut the fuck! and let me do my shopping like I told you the first 3 times. .

- slow as traffic impeding motherfuckers who do not know how to drive, who pull out in the middle of the road in hopes of making the light but just end up looking STUPID! by blocking the intersection because the cars are backed up in front of them. MOTHERFUCKER READ THE SIGN, IT SAYS “DO NOT BOCK DRIVE”.

- carefree morons who refuse to get over to the slow lanes while going exactly the speed limit in the left lane of a major freeway

- corporate America workers who are full of fucking shit and pad every little word that comes out of their mouth, the exact same bunch of grimy smelly shit that comes out of my ass just happens to land on their tongues. They will stroke your cock while you face them, but as soon as you turn around they will fuck you in the ass with the biggest dildo they have.
I try to stay as pure as possible, but at times I have to play the necessary evil piano. I am a victim of this environment because it pays the bills for right now.

- managers who have been in their jobs for way too long and need to go do something in life, and stop making the world around them stale

- managers who act like your lawyers by constantly repeating the phrases like “can’t promise”, “no guarantee”, “not sure”, “possibly but not for certain”. I man god damn!!!!

- drunk sluts dancing in clubs acting obnoxious as fuck and hoeing around with their groupie ass scandalous girlfriends trying to find dudes who will buy them drinks. You are nothing but a hoe, not a woman, a shameless hoe. PLEASE DO NOT TOUCH ME OR APPROACH ME.

- broke ass motherfukcers without jobs who ask for money and never pay it back. They come up with shitty excuses on how they don’t have your money, but in reality they just went out and bought some clothes or drinks or other stupid shit. They lie to your face saying how they will pay you next week, but when next week comes they come up with more sultry excuses.

-----------

So far the is the list and I will keep adding more categories as I think of htem.

I am putting a defense mechanism in place because I do not want these types of people rubbing off on me. I am serious! They can bring you down on their level and just grow on you like bacteria. That is something that I want to completely avoid at all necessary costs.

Call me crazy, but I way to real to deal with this shit. I should have become a doctor because that is one profession that does not dish out any bullshit due to the seriousness of typical situations they are involved in. Or a teacher, because they have to present facts and not bullshit their students, although some do.

I am not corporate America

I am not politics

I am not justice system

I am not sales and advertisement

All these sectors of life are FULL OF SHIT. I am the corporate America that only few corporate America’s are ready for, not mainstream

Best Friend???? Who??? I do not think so

Well, just to let everyone one know that I am no longer friends with my one time best friend B. W. See, I was too much of a good friend who at times criticized him because I cared too much, but his ego and pride was too big for his own good.

I was willing to give it a chance and work things out, but then he did a very shady thing which I did not expect after being friends with him for 9 years. He indirectly took $1000 from my father and never gave it back. I trusted him, but he claimed that the money was now his.

Calling my dad an Indian giver? Are you kidding me ?! After all the shit we have been through and the way that my family treated you. If he would have asked for a $1000 dollars maybe I would have loaned it out to him in a civilized fashion. But instead, he took it like a thief. Fucking asshole go use that money to put some food on your family's table and Air Forces on your feet, YOU SHADY ASS NO GOOD FAGGOT.

I was heart broken by his shadiness, but I guess I am glad it happened now than later so that I do not have to waste any more of my precious time at mainlining what has become a one way relationship.

I am a man of principle especially when it comes to money/business related transactions, but honestly I didn’t even want to see this dude’s face or waste my time in court. What would the end result be, they put him on a payment plan??? Payment plan money that I will never see. At the end of the day I look at as his loss. He might have gained $1000, but he lost a very good friend for LIFE.

Lesson learned:

Even the people that you think are your closest and dearest can end up being SHADY FUCKING BACKSTABBERS.

To me B.W. is now a poster child for what a reall bitch is and a real man is not. Nothing can reverse what he did and now he is DEAD to me.
He is a fucking loser in every aspect of life.

Chronic 2001 by Dr. Dre Track #13:
that song is about you

how Ironic

For the first time in my life I have a broken heart.